{"id":38984,"date":"2026-09-24T14:23:00","date_gmt":"2026-09-24T18:23:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newspapers-online.com\/auroran\/?p=38984"},"modified":"2026-09-24T14:23:04","modified_gmt":"2026-09-24T18:23:04","slug":"northridge-gala-nourishes-body-mind-and-soul-in-the-name-of-mental-health","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newspapers-online.com\/auroran\/northridge-gala-nourishes-body-mind-and-soul-in-the-name-of-mental-health\/","title":{"rendered":"Northridge gala nourishes body, mind and soul \u2013 in the name of mental health"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Renay Partridge started to struggle with her mental health at the age of 17.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pregnant with her son William, life came at the Grade 12 student fast. She was determined to graduate at the end of the year, all the while adjusting to significant changes in her life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

While she graduated with good marks and she and William\u2019s father settled into their new rhythm of life, she found it hard to regulate her emotions \u2013 and turned to alcohol at the age of 20.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Partridge shared her story of addiction, recovery and sobriety, and parlaying her experiences into a successful local business with area residents on Thursday night as the Salvation Army\u2019s Northridge Community Church held its annual East Coast \u201cshindig\u201d, Harbour of Hope, to support its mental health programs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The founder of On the Wagon Mocktails, Partridge was a keynote speaker at the event, which was an all hands on deck affair, with some elements of the catering being done by Salvation Army clients, Newfoundland cod freshly caught by Northridge pastor Captain Fred Reid and his family, and a signature mocktail \u2013 \u201cSally\u2019s Passion,\u201d a nod to the Salvation Army\u2019s nickname of \u201cSally Ann\u201d \u2013 concocted by Partridge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cI never really had the chance to learn how to be an adult in stages; I was thrown into it,\u201d she shared with the audience. \u201cI had severe postpartum depression and anxiety, and that was really the beginning of what became a very long battle with my mental health. For years I was trying to get better. I went in to the hospital more times than I can remember. I saw psychiatrists, I was put on medication, I was given different diagnoses. I spent months, if not years, on a waiting list for copies of behavioural therapy and dialectal behavioural therapy, and the hospital won\u2019t admit you unless you are a harm to yourself or others. So, eventually I told them I was going to hurt myself so I could get some help.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cI tried everything. But even with all of that, there was still something I was missing. I didn’t have the tools to cope with life or what was happening inside my head. I couldn’t regulate my emotions. I couldn’t handle anything difficult. Sometimes I couldn’t get out of bed. Other times, I couldn’t sleep at all. I constantly felt like something terrible was about to happen. I stopped working in 2007, and I didn’t work again until 2020. Then, when I was 20, alcohol came into my life.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

At first, Partridge said she felt like there was nothing else she was able to do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Alcohol \u201cclouded and quieted my mind\u201d and she found a way to relax, socialize, and have fun. But, she found, alcohol didn\u2019t make her depression go away; rather, it made her not care she was depressed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cFor somebody who had spent years desperately trying to get away from constantly suffering, I finally felt relief until it stopped working,\u201d she said. \u201cEventually, I became physically, mentally, and emotionally dependent on alcohol and alcohol didn\u2019t just destroy my life, it destroyed me mentally, socially, and it oftentimes turned me into a very angry person. By the end, I was morally, emotionally, and physically bankrupt.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But there was light at the end of the story.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

She and her fianc\u00e9 Ian have been together for 14 years. He was at her side as she rebuilt her life, found her sobriety, and learned how to live again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cOnce I was sober, I also started to realize just how big of a role alcohol had been playing on my mental health. Alcohol had given me temporary relief from my anxiety and depression, but once I wasn’t drinking anymore, I could finally see how much worse it had actually been making everything. I was also taking medication for my mental health while I was drinking, and alcohol was working against the very treatment that was supposed to be helping me.  There’s a reason so many mental health medications tell you to avoid alcohol. Once I stopped drinking, my medication started working, but medication isn’t going to fix everything either, so I had a lot of learning to do. I had to learn how to recognize what I was feeling instead of immediately reacting to it. I had to learn what I could control and what I couldn’t, and I had to learn how to ask for help. But I also had to figure out who I was.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cFor so many years, my identity had been wrapped up in mental health and then substance use. Once those things weren’t controlling every part of my life anymore, I had to learn who I was, and I had to decide who I wanted to be. That took time. Today, I’m very self-aware. If I notice myself getting irritated or overwhelmed, I can usually stop for a second and ask myself what’s actually going on. Am I exhausted? Am I hungry? Am I in pain? Is there something bothering me that I need to talk about? Do I need time alone? Do I need to get out of the house? I have two rules now. And things might sound really simple to somebody else, but when you spend years feeling completely controlled by your emotions, learning that you can actually understand when you respond to them differently is huge\u2026. I obviously can’t know what my life would have looked like if I had accessed more of these kinds of supports when I was younger, but I do wonder. If somebody had helped me learn these tools earlier, would I have spent so many years suffering? Would things have gone as far as they did? Maybe they wouldn’t have. But at the same time, I also know that I wouldn’t be the person standing here today if I hadn’t [gone] through everything I did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cI wouldn’t wish those years on anybody, but I also wouldn’t erase them because they shaped me into the person I am today. Mental health wasn’t talked about when I was growing up the way it is now, so seeing more support available, and especially seeing more attention being put on young people is incredibly important because maybe our kids don’t have to struggle the way I did. Maybe they can get support and learn some of these things before they spend years believing that feeling completely overwhelmed by life is just what life is, and you’re weak because you can’t figure it out.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

As she attained her sobriety she said she rediscovered her zest for life. She started going to concerts and events, having what she described as \u201creal, genuine fun\u201d and she happened upon the idea providing liquid alternatives for those out on the town.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

She began with vendor markets, eventually applying for grants pertaining to start-up companies, winning a grant she describes as \u201cvery competitive.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cSometimes I really do have to stop and think about how different my life looks today,\u201d she says. \u201cI didn\u2019t work for 13 years and now I\u2019ve built my own business. On the Wagon Mocktails is about much more than being a mocktail \u2013 it\u2019s about creating an experience where people can celebrate, connect, feel included and have fun without alcohol. People don\u2019t drink for all kinds of reasons. Maybe they\u2019re sober, maybe they\u2019re pregnant, maybe they\u2019re taking medication, maybe they\u2019re driving, maybe they simply don\u2019t want to drink and whatever their reason is, it\u2019s nobody else\u2019s business. You shouldn\u2019t have to explain yourself. You shouldn\u2019t have to feel like an afterthought when you\u2019re not drinking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cMy life looks completely different today than it did back then, but I don’t want that to sound like everything is perfect now because it isn’t. I still experience depression. Anxiety is still very present in my life. I still get overwhelmed. I still have bad days. The difference is that today, I know I can get through it.  I know I recognize when something is wrong. I know when to engage the tools I’ve learned, when I need to talk to somebody, when I need help, and when I just need to give myself a little bit of time. And sometimes I’m not okay, and that’s okay. Maybe a 17-year-old girl who feels completely overwhelmed in her life can get help before she loses herself. Maybe a mother doesn’t have to prepare herself for the possibility that her child isn’t going to survive. Maybe somebody can learn that asking for help is okay, that feelings pass, and that there are tools they can use, and that life that they have right now does not have to be the life they have forever, because if I could somehow go back and show a 17-year-old me, the woman standing here today, I wouldn’t have believed it. I wouldn’t have believed that I would go back to work. I wouldn’t have believed that I would build a business, and I definitely wouldn’t have believed that one day I would stand in front of a room full of people\u2026.and I have a life today that I generally could not have imagined back then.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

By Brock Weir
Editor
Local Journalism Initiative Reporter<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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